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Another cool collectable doll

June 30th, 2008 by Jessika

I know I just posted about a cool new Barbie last week, but this one is also worth looking at! It was 16 years ago that Teen Talk Barbie declared “Math class is tough!”, which (rightfully) stirred up a big fuss and resulted in the phrase being pulled from the dolls. Looks like Mattel has gone the other route and are making math, science, and space cool with a Space Camp Barbie!

Announcing the release of 2008 Space Camp® Barbie® available soon at the U.S. Space & Rocket Center. She’s a silver label collectable doll ready to learn about Space Shuttle Systems, life aboard the Space Station, how to sleep and eat in space, and more! The dolls come complete with a space camp suit, t-shirt, helmet and jacket. Coming soon to the Space Camp store- the complete outfit and accessories will be available so that you can can be just like Barbie®!

I’ve always been fascinated with space and astronomy, but didn’t get to go to Space Camp. I did visit the Space Center in Houston, that was very cool. I will say now that if Baby Grrl gets into it, and wants to go to Space Camp, you bet that I’ll send her!

Although I have to say shame on the Wired blog, where I first saw this story. First they say:

I can’t wait to see these space hotties.

And then a couple of comments from readers say:

SHIT! I live in Huntsville. The last thing i need to see on the way to work is plastic sluts. there’s plenty of real ones.

Okay who wants to tell the first space cadet joke?

After I just ranted about how sexiness was ramped up in an article about The Nerd Girls, Wired had to throw in the appearance comment. They couldn’t just let the coolness of Space Camp Barbie be enough. Let’s not forget the two guys who had to go and make two misogynistic jokes. *sigh* I really should know better than to read comments on threads on the internet.

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Full of Fun Fridays! Cool collectable dolls edition

June 27th, 2008 by Jessika

Well technically this will be just one cool doll, but it is rather ingenious! Barbie is Tippi Hedren who is attacked by lots of birds in Alfred Hitchcock’s 1963 horror classic The Birds! Yep, Mattel actually made this.

Alfred Hitchcock + Barbie = Awesome
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Together at last! In a pairing nobody saw coming, Mattel married two classics together to make the Alfred Hitchcock The Birds Barbie Doll. As you can see, the doll is being assaulted by a trio of angry avian attackers, making this one of very few products to be both awesome and classy. We love it, and we’re sure you– or someone you know– will, too!

I’ve seen the movie several times. The part that always creeps me out the most is when Tippi is walking by the school yard with all the birds just sitting on the playground equipment, with the school kids singing in the background. You *know* the birds are going to fly off and attack, but you don’t know when. The suspense just gets me.

However I think this doll is just as creepy. Is it the birds that are attacking her? Not really. It’s more her facial expression. One of calm with a hint of a smile…

The Birds Barbie

Click the picture to order one yourself! It’s at Entertainment Earth, who I have ordered other items with before. They have great prices and their customer service is fast and awesome. Let’s show Mattel we want more of these. Like a Ripley version!

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Okie for Obama

June 25th, 2008 by Jessika

Mike at Okiedoke has started a list of Oklahomans who support Obama and will vote for him in November. It’s not a comprehensive list of *everyone* of course, but I still had to add my name there. It would be extremely awesome if Oklahoma was blue in the map graphic instead of red, I’m not holding my breath. But if you are in Oklahoma, and support Obama, click the graphic below and leave a comment!

Okie for Obama

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Full of Fun Fridays! Fallout 3 edition

June 20th, 2008 by Jessika

I’ve got a feeling there will be many posts about this game. This is already the second one, plus I mention the series often when I talk about games. And it’s not even due out until October 7th! It’s been a while since I’ve been this excited about a video game coming out. I mean, there have been a lot that I’ve wanted to play, and even enjoyed them enough I play them more than once, but the more I hear about this game, the more excited I get about playing it. And now Amazon has an Exclusive Survival Edition that I want even more than the Collector’s Edition:

Amazon.com Exclusive Pip-Boy Perk
Order your copy of Fallout 3: Survival Edition now and snag an Amazon.com Exclusive bonus Pip-boy 3000 along with a host of other collector items. Offer good for orders sold and shipped by Amazon.com while supplies last. Additional restrictions apply. Note: Because the demand for this item is great, we are limiting the total number that can be purchased to one per household total. See details.

A Pip-Boy CLOCK??!?!?! Fuck yeah I want that! See for yourself how cool it looks!!!!

Pip-Boy Clock

Sure the whole package is $130 bucks, but you get ALL THIS STUFF!!!!

Fallout 3 Loot

Maybe we’ll get it for our anniversary, which is on Halloween. I do have an awesome geeky gaming hubby who also really wants it. And all I have to say to Bethesda is please…DON’T FUCK THIS GAME UP!!!!!!!

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Run your little rhino heart out

June 19th, 2008 by Jessika

I found this Threadless shirt, which has so many awesome ones (I own two!), but this one hits very close to home.

Runnin

To me, it says so much about body image and how we are constantly shown ideals that most of us won’t attain. No matter how much that rhino runs, it will never look like a unicorn.

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Where’d all the women in IT go?

June 19th, 2008 by Jessika

Hot on the heels of my post on The Nerd Girls, this weeks’ Computer World has an interview with the one of the researchers for the Athena Factor; a paper that looks at the reasons behind large numbers of women leaving science and tech careers. It really is a large amount:

Our research findings show that on the lower rungs of corporate career ladders, fully 41% of highly qualified scientists, engineers, and technologists are women. But the dropout rates are huge: Over time 52% of these talented women quit their jobs. Most strikingly, this female exodus is not a steady trickle. Rather, there seems to be a key moment in women’s lives—in their mid to late thirties—when most head for the door.

Looking at the age when they leave, I assumed that maybe the reason they left was to start a family. It’s already a sore spot with me how women are the ones who give up their career, or at least end up taking a break, when they have kids. Sure they may “choose” to do it, but the fathers aren’t even considered as an option to stay home while his wife works. There are more stay at home dads than several years ago, but society still sees the mom as the primary caregiver and dad as the bread winner. But I better stop before I digress into a separate rant. It turns out that hostility of the workplace culture is the most important factor driving women out.

We found that 63% of women in science, engineering and technology have experienced sexual harassment. That’s a really high figure.

They talk about demeaning and condescending attitudes, lots of off-color jokes, sexual innuendo, arrogance; colleagues, particularly in the tech culture, who genuinely think women don’t have what it takes — who see them as genetically inferior. It’s hard to take as a steady stream. It’s predatory and demeaning. It’s distressing to find this kind of data in 2008.

What many people think of as sexual harassment, like telling a woman she’ll get a raise if she sleeps with the boss, rape, or sexual assault on the job, do still exist. In my 15+ years of working in IT I am lucky that I have not witnessed or had that happen to me. However, I have heard off-color jokes, arrogance, the general machismo attitude toward women, and the sense that I had to work much harder to prove myself than a male college. The saddest part of that to me is that I feel lucky. A woman shouldn’t have to expect to endure any kind of harassment as part of her job, to be seen as “one of the guys” in order to be a team player. But it’s way too common, and plays into another reason…isolation.

She might be the only woman on the team or the only senior woman at a facility. Isolation in and of itself is debilitating, with no mentors, no role models, no buddies. And if you’re surrounded by men who don’t appreciate you, that can be corrosive.

I find that to be true, for the most part. With one exception, every IT job I’ve held I was either the only female, or like my current job, we are but 6 out of 20, with only myself on the hardware side. It ties in with the first one closely, in that if you’re the only female with a group of guys who routinely joke with each other and throw off the occasional sexist comment, it’s difficult to assert yourself. If you do stand up and complain about their comments, soon you will find they don’t talk to you except when needed. You feel like the outsider, a killjoy, to their guy club.

Another factor is risky behavior that’s rewarded.

Women have a hard time taking on those assignments because you can dive and fail to catch. If a man fails, his buddies dust him off and say, “It’s not your fault; try again next time.” A women fails and is never seen again. A woman cannot survive a failure.

I don’t see much of this in my job, but it reminded me of an xkcd comic.
How It Works

The whole paper and interview is worth a read, even if it is depressing for women in tech. I think because I’ve worked in the public sector for the majority of my IT career is the reason I’ve been lucky with how much of these factors I’ve found true for me. But again, I shouldn’t feel like I’m lucky. I shouldn’t have to feel that expecting any kind of harassment or “guys club” atmosphere is part of the job. I wish I could say that it’s more of the older generation of IT people that are the perpetrators of the problems and that it will change once they retire, but it looks like unless the patterns are changed by powers in charge, women will continue to face difficulties in tech careers.

I’ve seen several drives to get women into science, IT, engineering, and other male dominated careers, but after reading this study, it looks like more emphasis needs to be put into keeping us around. And it sucks that I feel if there were this many men leaving a career path, we’d have already seen a major push, plus way more press about it. Sorry, but I am that cynical after hearing and seeing what myself and thousands of other women have been through over the years. I know it’s getting better, but it can’t come soon enough.

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Nerdy girls or girly nerds?

June 17th, 2008 by Jessika

A couple of weeks ago, Newsweek ran an article on The Nerd Girls. They are a group of young women who are engineering majors at Tufts University in Massachusetts and are embracing not only their nerdiness, but also their girliness. They strive to become the next generation of girl geeks and show younger girls and women everywhere that you can be successful in science, math, and engineering without having to lose your femininity or become “one of the guys”.

As a geeky girl who works in IT and loves math and science, this is awesome. I’ve always been an avid supporter of anything that helps get women into careers or hobbies that are traditionally seen as “male” (and breaking stereotypes of typical “female” roles also, like men can be excellent caregivers). There was one aspect of the article that I didn’t like though. The focus on their looks and their sexiness, and in the process the reinforce stereotypes.

They may love all things sci-tech, but first and foremost they are girls—and they’ve made that part of their appeal.

They’re trying to break down stereotypes by being as proud of their sexuality as they are of their geekiness.

The first sentence may be trying to be positive, but really to me it’s saying that all things sci-tech aren’t supposed to be things for girls, and that these girls are cool because they like guy things. And yes, there is stereotype that pretty/sexy women aren’t smart, however there is a large subculture in the geek/nerd world of sexy geek women. Why must this aspect be played up? Alice at Sciencewoman hits it for me:

Are smart women (those profiled are undergrads and grad students at Tufts, huzzah!) less threatening if we call them “girls” and they show a lot of skin or wear pink high heels? I guess so - if they’re challenging one gender stereotype, at least they’re conforming to others.

If you go to the Nerd Girls site, the focus on their looks and sexuality is virtually non-existent. The focus there, even on the reality TV series site, is on their abilities and their research projects. They look like any other girl you’d see on a college campus, except that she is building a solar car. Annalee, editor at the awesome sci-fi/geek blog io9, was interviewed for the article at Newsweek and she chimed in:

I’m interviewed in this article (I co-edited the book “She’s Such a Geek”) and I have to agree that it’s a pretty depressing piece of work. It’s weird to me that the author chose to focus on the idea that geeky women could be “hot.” I did talk to her about the stereotype that geek women were ugly, but I hardly think we’re breaking through barriers if we can prove that’s not true. The point is to have more women claiming geekhood, not more geeky women claiming hotness.

It’s comforting to hear that it wasn’t the intent to show more sexy hot geek girls, but instead to show that more young girls are embracing their geekiness, plus being very successful in geeky fields. But very disappointing that not one, but two female authors of the Newsweek piece are playing up the sex and looks aspect when it isn’t even the point. In fact, it’s really a detriment to what The Nerd Girls are trying to do, in my opinion. For a comparison as to how dated this article’s attitudes are, check out Peggy at Women in Science and her analysis of a 1949 article “Girl Chemist”.

Advice for women? Well, if they were basing it off the Newsweek piece, they need to be girly and sexy, but not too girly and sexy or they won’t be seen as competent. I say just be yourself, work hard, and do what you love. Geeks and nerds are really cool. And the sexiest thing? Being smart.

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Zombie apocalypse? BLITEOTW

June 13th, 2008 by Jessika

As you may or may not know, I work IT in a hospital, which in turn requires I go into all areas, including the ER, Operating Rooms, patient areas, etc. Well today sounds like it will be one to try and avoid that as much as possible.

In the elevator this morning, I overheard three nurses talking about an incident in the ER that happened about 4am. From what I gathered, the guy came in via an ambulance suffering heart attack symptoms. It all looked routine until he took a turn for the worst and died. At least they thought he did. Just a few minutes after they called the time of death, and while the doctor was out talking to the family, the guy sat up and grabbed the nurse disconnecting the IV and bit her! She’s now in ICU and not looking well at all.

It seems that this may not be the only incident either. There are two other hospitals very close, and the rumor is that several “dead” people are attacking. I can’t say any more yet, as these are only rumors so far. But believe me, I really don’t want to leave my office and find out right now.

More to come as I learn more.

UPDATE 10:15AM
I was actually kind of joking with the zombie reference and thought it would be fun, especially on a Friday the 13th. But the nurse? She died and was able to rip open a doctor’s neck and kill a nurse before someone killed (can you kill something that’s already dead?) her. But from the screaming and running around that’s going on, I don’t think this is over. Reports are coming in from all over the world, and I’m stuck on the top floor of a hospital that will soon be overrun with zombies.

UPDATE 10:40AM
One more quick one before I try to find some way barricade the door. I have a view from my window that’s very wide and far. There are several fires around, and a lot of sirens. One looks like it’s coming from the capitol complex. Many people are running down the street, with zombies following. Gunshots are now a common sound, and I’m almost positive I just heard one very close…

UPDATE 1:45PM
There is a group of us on the top floor, locked in. Engineering is here, and they shut the elevators off. A few are police, and have cleared out the zombies on our floor. The rest of the hospital has small pockets of other survivors, from what we’ve found. One OR doctor told her story of how a nurse, and one of her close friends died, then turned while she was stitching up a patient. They had been in surgery all morning and had no idea what was going on until the zombie burst in. I’ve heard that the psych ward is completely lost, but the doors are locked from both sides. I wonder if crazy zombies are any worse. The reports on the web are crazy, but there is still a blackout on the MSM. If I make it through, the cover-up will make an excellent post, but trudging through the conspiracy theories will be a mess. I just hope the power holds though. There are reports of outages. I’ll update more if I can.

UPDATE 3:50PM
I’ve been watching some troops, National Guard probably, shooting people outside. It’s both comforting yet horrifying at the same time. A lot of them are just shooting, regardless if the person looks to be a zombie or not. I mean, I understand it, but still…one of them was probably no older than 10. We will be making a break for it soon I think, since the last word the police here got was that almost all of the zombies are cleared out of the hospital now. Or at least confined in locked areas. There are some reports saying the outbreak is starting to get under control in a few areas. Tomorrow we will see. I’m signing off, probably for the day, since we’re about to leave. I’m heading to a relative’s house since they are already in lock down and have plenty of supplies and ammo. It’s been a day we’ve always feared, and I hope we survive.

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Full of Fun Fridays! Braaaains Edition

June 13th, 2008 by Jessika

I love zombies, and have for years. Zombie movies? They make up a lot of my favorites of all time. From the classics like Night and Dawn of the Dead, to modern adaptations Shawn of the Dead and Fido. Not to mention some great foreign films like the great Italian zombie movies, including Zombie. And movies are just one part! There’s the Resident Evil series and Dead Rising game, and the upcoming Left 4 Dead.

What’s all this got to do with Full of Fun Fridays, since they’re good any day? Well, today happens to be Blog Like it’s the End of the World 2008!

Blog Like It’s the End of the World (BLITEOTW) will take place on 13 June. That’s not any particular notable day or anniversary, except for the unlucky number.

The idea is that your posting for that day is written as if a zombie uprising were taking place - around the world, and in your home town.

You blog about how it’s effecting you, what you might witness, rumours or news that you hear, and so on.

Because it’s taking place worldwide almost simultaneously, it’s obviously a Romero-style zombiegeddon, where all the recently dead rise up, and are able to infect the living. (As opposed to a 28 Days Later-style plague).

If you’d like to participate, let me know in the comments and I’ll post a link on this page. Otherwise on the day you can check technorati for posts tagged ‘zombies’. Oh, that reminds me: tag or label your blog posts ‘zombies’ so people can find them.

It’s a collaborative event, so the more you comment on other people’s posts, link to them from your blog, spread rumours and riff on ideas, the better!

So if you see anything about a zombie uprising, or want to report on one yourself, today is the day! You may see a post or two on this very blog later.

Or, if you don’t want to write anything, send a card instead from the hilarious site If You Were a Zombie.

Zombies. They’re a pain. They’re annoying. They aren’t going away anytime soon. It’s a sad truth– the epidemic is spreading. Chances are someone you care about will become a zombie. Tell them how you feel BEFORE they start moaning and shuffling, with our convenient greeting cards. Let them know that if you see their zombified corpse, you’ll feel bad when you put a slug through their brainpan. Because, once they’re a zombie, it’s too late to say you care…

My favorite:

I'd feel sad

Now, everyone join with me in singing Re Your Brains

All we want to do is eat your brains
We’re not unreasonable, I mean, no one’s gonna eat your eyes
All we want to do is eat your brains
We’re at an impasse here, maybe we should compromise:
If you open up the doors
We’ll all come inside and eat your brains

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Sally Kern’s bill vetoed!

June 12th, 2008 by Jessika

I’ve been sick with bronchitis this week, hence the non-blogging. But here’s a quick update to the Kern bill that I mentioned last month. Governor Henry vetoed the legislation saying:

Under current state and federal law, Oklahoma public school students are already allowed to express their faith through voluntary prayer and other activities. While well intended, this legislation is vaguely written and may trigger a number of unintended consequences that actually impede rather than enhance such expression. For example, under this legislation, schools could be forced to provide equal time to fringe organizations that masquerade as religions and advocate behaviors, such as drug use or hate speech, that are dangerous or offensive to students and the general public. Additionally, the bill would presumably require school officials to determine what constitutes legitimate religious expression, subjecting them to an explosion of costly and protracted litigation that would have to be defended at taxpayers expense.

Way to go!!!! And it was actually a good gesture:

Vic Hutchison, one of my local heroes said in his list-serve OKLAHOMA EVOLUTION LIST SERVE 6 June 2008. said;

“Henry could have waited a day and let this bill die as a pocket veto. It is important that he decided instead to veto it directly, thus sending an important message. ”

“This is a major victory for supporters of separation of church and state and of quality in public education. LARGE numbers of individuals sent messages to legislators and the Governor in opposition to this bill as it worked its way through the process. To those, and to the organizations that fought this silliness, THANK YOU. This proves again that numbers do count and that organized efforts of citizens still work in our democracy.”

And guess what! There is a Democrat running against Kern! So for those of you who live in Oklahoma House District 84, make a donation, volunteer, or at the very least go vote this November for Ron Marlett!

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